im not exactly in a very good mood. exams are coming, im studying very unproductively, and there's not much time left. i still have too many things to complete. and most importantly, im tired. very tired. i hope exams will end soon. actually, i know that it will end very soon, but still, i just cant help thinking about it.

i know that im not putting in enough effort, and there are just too many people out there who are smarter, who are much more hardworking than me.

but what to do? i finally got a place in university after struggling thru my jc life, and im not going to give up that easily. i will get my honours and not just a bachelor. i will not let this first sem exam demoralise me.

arghhhhhhh. im feeling so frustrated and irritated.


studying in school today was very unproductive, i only managed to study 2 topics for pf. i cant memorise at all, nothing goes into my brain despite reading the notes over and over again:( it must be due to the weather recently. rain rain and rain non-stop, makes it so comfortable for sleeping. good thing i did not study at home, otherwise, i dun even think i can complete 2 topics. haha.

anyways, chuanrui uploaded video that he he taken in china onto fb. and, i miss the china days so much. the 2 weeks of fun and laughter, 2 weeks of craps, 2 weeks of carefree life. and it has been close to 2 years already! time really flies. during this 2 years, we took our A's, we graduated from tpjc, we stepped into another stage of our life.

time will always zoom past us before we know, so, we should cherish what we have now and be grateful for what we have. haha, i learnt this from wuzun:DD this is something which he has been repeating on his blog for all his posts. but it's true, so everyone should not take what we have for granted, and im going to learn to treasure what i have:))

back to the china days,

remember how bad the food was and we had to share a burger between the four of us, plus the super delicious salmon nuggets.

then there was the prank call asking if they want chicken or duck.

the four of us squeezing into a room during one of the night.

chuanrui's "huh, where's my phone?"

isa's bobo

the super nice warm milktea

me and nice fighting with the crayfish

and many many more....

oh my tian, so much memories. hahhaha.
i wanted to post the photos, but blogger doesnt allow me to do so:( there's no choice but to make do with this wordy kind of post again.


im going back to school to study tmr, and hopefully, it will be much more productive. furthermore, we're going to have mahjong session after studying tmr:D haha, im looking forward to it:))


today is the first day that i've started revising the whole day. the last few days was spent not only on revision but also on doing project. and today, we finally submitted our last project of the semester!

woots, one more thing off our shoulder.

but, it also means the start of revision fully.

i've been studying in school till late for a couple of days already. and guess what, im feeling tired. it seems like the A's period is repeating all over again. all the late studying everyday. and im getting sick of it. i dun have the motivation to study, but looking at others who are working hard, i have no choice:( i want to hit my own target.

furthermore, i have too many things to complete! 5 core modules is no joke. but im not the only one, everyone is in the same situation.

im moving house next week, but i have totally no mood to do my packing. there are so much stuffs in my room which i think i wont be able to finish packing in time:( someone please come and help me pack my room!

lastly, i went for singapore hits award with tingying last friday. and it was superb! i paid 31bucks including sistics fee and it was really worth it! the whole ceremony seems like a concert cause all the artists sang at least 3 songs. mayday and SHE really made everyone super high. liujun's jam singing was wohooo. made ty and me have goosebums. 我们被他电到了! haha, of cause, there were other artists such as huangjinglun, xujiaying, liangwenying, zhangyunjing and tanya, who sang really really well. all the artists who went that day were 实力派 ones, so i really think that this year's hits award is really a success. although we didnt had a really good seat, im still gald we went cause it was really value for money! hahaha.

and on sat, i wanted to go for xiaojingteng's autograph session. but, i've decided that studies is more important, thus, i gave up the idea of going. but guess what, tingying says, she saw on youtube the video of the autograph session, and there's not alot of people who went! oh my tian. if only i know, i would have gave up studying and went! so irritating. hahahaha.

oh well, we'll start saving money to go for his concert together:D

haha, this is a relatively long post compared to my previous few. not bad not bad, i'll try to keep this up. hahahha.

anyways,
good luck to all my friends out there, esp amelia, jia, huiqing, cr, yan and samu, who are taking their A's! and jiayous to the others who are studying hard for the exams that are coming really soon!


maintaining a blog now is not an easy task.

it has been a month since i last updated my blog. nothing much have really happened the last month. just that, exams are coming, real soon. and i've not started my revision yet. how great. but at the very least, i finally completed my 12 lectures reflections:D

i'll try to update more, most probably with brief updates though.

:D


hello blog,

i was supposed to be studying today, but i ended up slacking most of the time. how great, how great.

tmr will be the start of e-learning week, but i will still need to go back to school for tutorials. and that's not the worst. the worst is, i have to go back for projects on days which i have no tutorials and that means, going back to school for the whole week:(

but, no complains about it cause i'll most probably spend my time slacking at home if i dun go school. going to school might be so much better.

i think i should update, but im lazy. so i'll updat briefly.

yesterday was amy's bday celebration at macs. went there and had macs. im so not going to eat macs soon cause i'll getting sick of it. haha. then after that, was a mahjong session with jolyn, timothy and peng chong. haha, mama jo was so lucky to get shi san yao and that's the first time i see someone getting a shi san yao.

friday was supposed to be a studying session with lj. but i guess it was very unproductive for both of us. we just somehow cant get the studying momentum.

thursday was back to tpjc, with lj and nice. but mdm goh left even before we reach! so, we ended up seeing no teachers. but i saw amelia, mag and jamie in school:) then it was to popeyes for dinner where samu, parv, christina and jordon joined us. parking at the airport is seriously not cheap. next time, taking a public transport will be so much better.

wed was shopping day with tingying, peng chong and timothy! haha, i even took bus to school so that i can go town to shop after lessons. actually, it was more like present searching for amy. haha, but the most funny thing of the day will most probably be how long we took to find sushi tei in taka and walking round taka to find the restaurant even though we're super hungry already. and, we finally found it! haha, i didnt expect it to be outside the building.

tues was out with mummy, and slacking at home.

lastly, mon was the meet up dinner with bel and audrey. haha, it was good to meet up and have a catch up session:DD

looking at what i've been doing for the past week, my mummy and papa complained that i've been going out too often! so i have to be a good girl now.

not only that, i need to study hard and research well for my projects!

jiayous to all my friends out there, regardless whether they're doing A's, chionging their projects or studying for their mid term tests:DD

on a side note, im moving house soon!
so, to my friends out there who still want to visit my house before i move, fast fast arrange with me. haha.

sorry for the picture-less and filled with words post. all the photos are on my facebook cause i dun have them.


i changed blogskin, but it's something really similar to the old one. so i doubt anyone will really notice the change. haha, but i really like the design and layout of this blogskin, and that explains why it's not of something really different.

i haven been updating for a really long time. there have been times when i really feel like blogging, but when i start to sit in front of the com and wanted to start typing, i dun feel like updating. it's has been like this for days, so i've decided to update today. haha.

today, i met up with shuchun and huili and had dinner at cafe cartel. too bad geok teng cannot make it today. we're a really weird bunch of people, we will only manage to meet once a year. haha, dunno why. but it's feels good to catch up with them, updating each other with what's happening in our lives. whoots, my kaypo-ness was aroused today. hahahha. hopefully, we can meet again next week with geok teng((:

and during the last weekend, saturday, i met up with the B's- the braces gang. actually, i dun like the word gang, can we change to clique? haha. braces clique sounds better. haha, so we went amelia's house and was supposed to play tennis. but it was raining, so we ended up talking, eating chips, going gym and went to play bball after the rain stops. sexymon laipao made us laugh non-stop during the games. then it was dinner at chomps chomps. we ate ALOT.
oyster omelette, satay, satay beehoon, hokkien prawn noodle, char kuay tiao, carrot cake, chicken wings, mango milkcurd, honeydew milkcurd, mango&strawberry ice and sugarcane juice.
then it was cam-whoring at bus stop, doing jumpshots near the void deck and more cam-whoring at amelia's house big mirror.


LOVE!



and time rewinds, back to two weeks ago, which was our loudspeaker- huiying's bday. we couldn't celebrate on her bday, so we celebrated earlier at TM's pizzahut. haha. pictures not with me, so no picture.

then time rewinds again back to one friday, when i finally met up with wulongdui! haha, i remember i drove audrey, huiqing and shuwen back to nas for the alumin thing. and we finally played ball together! the last time i remember we played ball together was in sec4? woah, super super long le. and i was really happy that day. hahaha. LOVES:D



okays, i think there are more things which i should update, but, due to my really short term and bad memory, i cant remember. ahhaha. so, that's all.

anyways, school is no fun!
i need to have a life.


wohoo! my love for fahrenheit is back again, and this time round, it's BURNING! hahahah.

because... their new pictorial book is out!



okays, by right, i shouldnt get so excited just over a book. but, i can to the extent of missing their pre-order dateline and i even dont know that they're going to release this book until the book is released in taiwan. so i started searching all over the net to find places which sell this book in singapore. and i started to read all their news again. hahhaa, i even watched the shows which they went to publicise for their first album which was like 2 years ago. hahaha:D

i am so going to get the book real soon cause popular is selling! hahahha.

oh my, i feel so childish, foolish and stupid all over again.

you know how much i love and hate them. they are always releasing something once every few months. and fans like me, will just keep on buying and buying. i've spent so much money on their merchandise already, however, i just cant stop. haha, but actually, it's all worth it right, hahaha. i feel like im in a stage of self denial.

hahahhaha, LOVES:DD

ps. PUAH HUIYING! HAPPY NINETEENTH BIRTHDAY!